While still no definitive answer, my sanity returned today. I ran at the Y yesterday with Hyphen Girl. We began on the treadmills as CNN unfolded the stories of one mom who anxiously awaits the results of military jets searching for her daughter's body and another family devastated by 1 kid missing, 1 molested, others dead. It feels very foolish to lament life in the face of that.
Huge thanks to all of you for your encouragement, it's good to be reminded to take life in stride. I shouldn't focus so on controlling the things that can't be.
That being said,
I should have dumped this on him a little earlier in the month. :)